Hi. I’m very new to D.S. mantras and prayers. I’m not new to practice that opened me up the way I cannot deal with nasty energies mentally. I’m dealing with the size of anger, jealousy, control, nastiness, being very in a bad way judgmental, envy, that I didn’t know ever existed. And I don’t want to hear that I must learn to control my reactions. I can’t. I basically can’t. What the moment arrives I can’t stop it. I’m ruining my life, my relationships. Interesting enough that I have those emotions to my partner! Perhaps because no-one else is this close?
And actualy, why can I tolerate something in my friend bit cannot in my partner or his friends?
What kind of Karma is that? What am I dealing with?
A friend recomended D.S practice. But what do I ask for? How do set up an intention? And what actualy Om Vajra Wiki Witrana Soha means?
Sorry if I sound ridiculous and should just read up the internet..
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